If you worship money and things—if they are where you tap real meaning in life—then you will never have enough. Never feel you have enough. It’s the truth. Worship your own body and beauty and sexual allure and you will always feel ugly, and when time and age start showing, you will die a million deaths before they finally plant you. On one level, we all know this stuff already—it’s been codified as myths, proverbs, clichés, bromides, epigrams, parables: the skeleton of every great story. The trick is keeping the truth up-front in daily consciousness. Worship power—you will feel weak and afraid, and you will need ever more power over others to keep the fear at bay. Worship your intellect, being seen as smart—you will end up feeling stupid, a fraud, always on the verge of being found out. And so on.
—David Foster Wallace
On labels
Labels inevitably fracture as they try to capture reality.
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On literary theory
To me, all literary or critical theories are like the notions the blind men have of the best way to investigate the elephant: each can be useful in its way, but none will reveal the beast in its entirety.
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It is harder
It is harder to begin than it is to be.
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First Literary Review-East
I am pleased to note that my poem "Only This 2" has now been published by
First Literary Review-East in their January/February 2024 online issue. They've been publishing poetry for 14 years, and I'm gratified to see my poem there.
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The ideal subject of totalitarian rule (Arendt)
The ideal subject of totalitarian rule is not the convinced Nazi or the convinced Communist, but people for whom the distinction between fact and fiction (reality of experience) and the distinction between true and false (standards of thought) no longer exist.
Hannah Arendt
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Most was lost
I am made of just a fraction of my experience. Most was lost, at least to me.
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The culture
The culture will outlast the capital.
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The project of the 21st century
The project of the 21st century
has been to redefine everything negatively.
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Getting a job
Getting a job is a worse job than most jobs.
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Immaculate
The imminent is immaculate.
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Need not
Cleverness and honesty need not conflict.
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The part I want to part from
The part I want to part from is the part that doesn't impart.
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Reciprocal
Reciprocal does not imply transactional.
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Inertia
Inertia becomes distortion in an environment of motion.
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Everything is a trigger
Everything is a trigger that triggers other triggers.
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Frightening ideas (Cage)
I can't understand why people are frightened of new ideas. I'm frightened of the old ones.
John Cage
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For failing to try
One cannot atone for failing to try to atone.
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How we are penalized
How we are penalized for not caring about everything.
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Spirituality
Spirituality is an integrity problem.
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Thought
Thought is all I require of the supernatural.
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The tragedy
The tragedy is believing that you are capable of distinguishing comedy from tragedy.
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Desire is
Desire is the friction that enflames existence.
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An aggregate
Matter is an aggregate of overlapping gaps.
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Poetry
Poetry is gloriously indulgent, and must remain so.
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What would I do
What would I do with the words I don't have?
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The shortest route
The shortest route between any two points is the one undertaken with inattention.
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Patterns that are not there Niebauer
By seeing patterns that are not there, the mind creates stories that aren't true...
Chris Niebauer
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What poetry is
I am concerned with what poetry is—you worry about what it isn't.
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That which must end
That which must end never truly begins.
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Definitions
A dictionary is genius; a library, divine.
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Description
Description describes the describer.
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Precarious
The precocious is precarious.
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What if
What if ascension were just a matter of definition?
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The most childish myth
Resurrection is the most childish myth.
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Narrative
Narrative is coercive.
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Sometimes
Sometimes the value lies
in not looking for the value.
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I would rather be
I would rather be right than polite.
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No Knead Bread
The best bread I've made so far, from
this recipe.
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As the sky
As the sky moves as wind, I move as mind.
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Reading
Reading: For those who want more intimacy than sex can provide.
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Not enough
It is not enough for people to see us; we want them to see where we have been.
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At anything
Most people don't look at anything closely enough to understand poetry.
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The fairy tale
The fairy tale is the story that tells you that when you set out from home seeking something, you will find it.
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Problems
Morale problems lead to morality problems.
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Writing poetry
Writing poetry feels more like love
than anything that isn't love.
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Indistinguishable from
To become indistinguishable from is to be extinguished.
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The biggest misconception
The biggest misconception of childhood is that the net sum of the changes to come will be positive.
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Never nearer
You are never nearer the truth than when you proclaim a false thing true, only you are standing with your back to it.
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Not the only one
The first one to get to truth is not the only one who can swear fealty to it.
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Guilt does not accrue
Guilt does not accrue from harmless actions.
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Improvement
Improvement can be a kind of erosion.
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A journey
A journey always seems quicker coming back because we are doing so much less work assessing the degree to which reality is going to accommodate expectation.
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The truth
The truth is never exaggerated or understated.
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I am a poet
I am a poet of the first instant and the last, and of all that separates them.
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How worthy of contempt
How worthy of contempt, those who look for truth only in one place. And yet how much better than those who don't look at all!
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Or to imagine
But is our purpose to do or to imagine doing?
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What you get
What you get from what you get will depend upon what you lacked.
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Calamitous and idiotic (Wright)
According to the current way of thinking (or not-thinking), it seems that if we are to enjoy anything then we must not have to think about it, and, conversely, if we are to think about anything, then we mustn't enjoy it. This is a calamitous and idiotic division of functions.
Barbara Wright
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Deluded
All the wicked are deluded; so too are many of the good.
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A souvenir
Each lyric is a souvenir (I almost wrote relic) of an old life expressed in terms intelligible to a new life.
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Much
Much abuse is consensual.
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On labels
I don't appreciate or affiliate with labels. If you feel you absolutely must, write "Uncategorized" on mine.
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Vandals
Vandals are the ones I like least.
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Nothing is inevitable
Nothing is inevitable if you look back far enough into its antecedents.
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Our favorite lie
Our favorite lie is that we are responsible for things.
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On heaven
Heaven isn't heaven if it doesn't love me.
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The only thing
The only thing more general than a generality is a specificity.
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The modern condition
The modern condition is complicity.
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A poem
A poem is a collation of disparate provocations.
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A journey
Life is a journey from hope to grief.
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Years
So much of what you're told when you're young is plausible, so it takes years to sort out the true from the false.
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The writer's task (Ballard)
The fiction is already there. The writer’s task is to invent the reality.
J. G. Ballard
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It takes generosity
It takes generosity to write a poem,
and generosity to read one.
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Bullshit
Bullshit, like so much else, seems to respond to supply-and-demand.
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On nationalism
Nationalism is always, always toxic.
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Poetry laughs
Poetry laughs with language
at those who laugh at language.
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Time honors
Time honors nothing.
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More say
Under capitalism we get more say
in how we will enrich the overclass.
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Do we suffer more
Do we suffer more for our flaws and failures or for our ethical commitments?
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Poems per year
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Quick 2023 Summation
Books Read:
105
Poems Written:
1355
Very pleased with these numbers, obviously. Record number of poems written for a year. I started submitting poems again and got a few accepted/published, and I had two books of poetry published. This year will be hard to match again.
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